because i had had enough.

major sadness dwelling in my presence everywhere I go. I will not mention who encounter what, or what had happened in these past months.

but I do have a limit.

am I the only one who is trying to cheer everybody up now?

I want everybody to be happy too. Issit that hard of a task?

I pray for a happy day, everyday.

Oh God, bless the one I love,
Take good care of their hearts however much pain they are going through,
Be with them, Carry the weights with them,
Cause God I am not in the position to judge or know their pain,
I just know that they are upset,
And this in return, affects me too, somehow,

Yes, try to be happy, like the person I know you are.

CRY. you don't have to hide it, or pretend you are all right.

everybody has problems. NOBODY is perfect.

suicidal is not an option. so just stop complaining about your life when there are others who are in a much worse situation compared to yourself.

Thank God for his grace, even though this might not be a perfect excuse of a good thing.

You will never know that this might be a blessing in disguise.

JOY. keep it. protect it. make sure you have it. HAVE it in your heart.

Then, it will radiate happiness. :)

I have problems of my own too, some problems that can't be solved nor healed.

but I choose to be happy. :) IT IS A CHOICE. IT IS YOUR CHOICE. :)

FAITH WILL HEAL YOU . IF you just believe. <3

bad week.

there's no need to cry. hush hush. cause you've got me already. :)

my eye is swollen and i can't make it for planting trees project tomorrow. :)

yes i can be excused. (Y)

jump for joy. <3

19( feb 2012)

i just turned 19 last week.

NINE TEEN.

and it wouldn't be an equally celebrated day without them :)

I wasn't expecting anything big. but they did it. and with that, I personally can conclude that I really love each one of them. :)

on the eve of my birthday,

that is my one tough cookie, she is the planner. and all shout outs goes to her. love u hun bun. :) i really do. 

waited in college for the others to assemble. and poof we went to Sonia's place to bombard her privacy. ;)

while being in sonia's house backyard. yes, chewing on muruku while attempted to take good pictures certainly doesn't do the trick. :P

yes, we partied hard that night. It was a major surprise, somehow Tania tricked me into saying that we were all gonna stay in sonia's house for dinner. Hence, I wasnt really suit up. nyeh. :)

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there they are. all of them. :) really, u guys made me happy that night. and it was the night that i became a little tipsy. :) not to forget, revisha actually blind folded me all the way up stairs to our table. creepy experience but all in all a great one. :) thank u guys for showering me with that much love. <3

one the real day itself, my baby dropped by again. :) as usual, he popped by in the wee hours of the morning. that is really rather sweet of him. YES, MY DEAR. U ARE ZEEE BEST THING IN MY LIFEEE. :)

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we went to top hat for an early lunch and rush home.

baby bought me avril lavigne's concert's tickets as a birhtday surprise gift for me. wasn't expecting it. :')

it really rocked my night though it drizzled a little it made the weather a little cooler to enjoy the music.

it was a crowded night, the music was good. :)

all in all, it is a good way to kick start being nineteen, that is just ONE more year before i turn 20.

ONE MORE YEAR BEFORE TWENTY.

let's make this a wonderful year, and i hope i keep my promises to myself.

:)

till den,

vonne. :)