dancing dusk till dawn

i must say it was truly awesome. A SUCCESS that i got rid of my fear. <3 <3 i will do this again in the future. <3 s to all my friends, parents, siblings who had supported me out. ;D whee

yes thats all, special effects sponsored by blogger for the last pic.

and i am just too lazy to do anything.

and one more thing before i go,

HAPPY 22MONTHSARY TO MY LOVE. <2

up for the fight?

it had been a terrible mind turning, super dreadful day yesterday, i am just so over lucky to still be alive.
many things had come and go, yet you are the one that still hang on, i love you for that. :)
went to college yesterday, had a terrible massive cold attack, who knows from what. screw you dust or stupid viruses and bacteria, go screw someone else. GAH. STOPPPPIIIIDD. =) much better. ;) i thought i had a freaking fever. never in my life i looked as horrible as yesterday, hairs all over the place, hand stuck to the nose for every single millisecond. nose dripping like a miserable pipe. YES. i know. whining too much. good god, i rested a whole two hours and felt much better after that. :) and of course i freaked out totally as the day after, i had BIO & MATHS & ENGLISH TEST TO DO. so paranoid, cant even concentrate after the whole 'i-think-i-am-going-to-be-sick-for-the-entire-day-and-not-wake-up-in-the-morning' syndrome. ;) so yesh, i didnt know what to do besides heading to bed again. (= usual me. so smart and relax. :)

the worst thing was, stupid arthritis came back to hit my wrist just as the night begin to come. yes, i had a whole bunch of papers to do. YESH, IT WAS MY RIGHT DAMN WRIST. why o why. sometimes i ask why did i get it, stupid shit, can it even come in a better timing? then, i prayed. (= by grace, i got over today. ;) i finished everything with a handicapped wrist of mine, and how on earth am i gonna perform on thursday with this wrist of mine? I HAVE NO SINGLE CLUE. but one thing is for sure. i am not a quiter. I didnt want to join any talent quest at first, but for the sake of experience is a fun journey, is not the winnings or fame that i am after, is the joy that i am after. i know i cant dance like a professional dancer, yes, some of my moves sucks big time, but least i try. i choreograph. i am satisfied. i no longer want to be that person who cries as she regrets to do something. winning isnt my thing, of course it is a blessing to win, but it is also consider a blessing by getting through the auditions. <3 i praise GOD. DANCE is far been my life. my hope. IF IF AND IF. it werent for arthritis i wouldnt have to even quit dance classes. but i know i can manage this through faith. I KNOW my GOD will always satisfy me. ;D

2 good and bubbly friends of mine hadnt been going easy with their relationships processes. i know i can do nothing better but to help and listen, as the saying goes nothing is always easy, even to find the right one, it takes ages and ages, and even if you found THE ONE, it is still a long process to get to know one another, to know one another's flaws, to face each other. but it will all fall right back into pieces when he is there. your heart will pound like crazy cause mine does that when my love is with me, even though he doesnt call, you still know he is there. even though he mad you furious with fury, your inner heart still longs for him. YES. is not a miracle, but a chosen one is out there for all of us. just that maybe, you shouldnt rush into anything? let it come directly and smoothly. ;) LOVES. the future is not in our hands, and all we have left to do is nothing but to seek God. =) with grace, hopefully, mine will stay forever too. ;')

college is fun. much fun. sometimes way over fun that i got carried away, sometimes you will feel like you're stuck in a whole other dimensions with people having fun all time around. BUT SERIOUS SHIT, trials is on the way. and FINALS TOO. CHICKEN SHIT. whatever. i am gonna be a super nerd after the dancing thing. ;) and hope that i wont break my wrist in the process. darling ben will try to make it, to support me, if possible, so we shall see whether he made it. ;D

i will have friends and buddies who loves me (i believe) so winning doesnt mean a shit to me. ;)

NOT forgetting the highlight of the day was pure embarrassing. not mentioning it in my blog, but what a crazy experience it is, well, just say the guy was in a green tee and he was THE awesome looking one, scratch that, my ben looks ten times better then that. HAH.

i love you all. LALALALALA. ;)

AND OF COURSE TO MY PUMPKIN,
YOU WILL ALWAYS linger in my heart. <3

AND tania, ever wondered why you are named fish poop? ;) ;)

steady

life's steady now. ;D and i like it just the way it is. ;)
pure and nice. with much studies to catch up on though, but life's good. ;)
GOD has been good. through everything, gives him all glory.a very deep heartfelt. thank you. :')
blogger is being a ditch nit for not allowing me to upload nice pictures of myself, PFTT. instead only a single pig photo is here for display. YES. bias much??!! :)

*oinkss* meet the 'pandi', cute not? ;) reminds me of someone i am close to. HEE.

okay, this post so doesn't ring a bell with it's title. STEADY and SMOOTH is where my life is headed right now. and with everything in placed, i am quite sure i know what i am doing, sometimes, i just need the sudden urge to keep me alive, how to motivate self? that's a question i will never know how to answer. well, just need to keep it in the KIV mode.

darling is having his trials now, hence the temptation to blog, a date to remind him of his trials week. :D ;D

he's having his MORAL paper tomorrow, and here i am joyfully blogging away, yes. :P

the advantage you have when you sits SPM before your darling does. SO PLEASURABLE. (Y)

and i haven't watch smurf yet. D; dreadful.

but till next time. I SMURF YOU! YOU! AND YOU!

tomorrow will be the best day to date yet!

all classes shortens to on 0.5 hours. YIPEDOOODOOO!!

and there's carnivals to look upon.

will check them out soon enough.

till next time,

love vonne.

EXCITEMENT.

though i am NEVER a football fanatic freak nor a person who enjoy watching a bunch of men with jerseys on running back and forth for a ball but earning yet such an incredible sum of money......YEAHH...you know what i mean....but still, I AM GOING FOR CHELSEA'S TRAINING TOMORROW. =D

THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF BENJAMIN TAN KA KIN. =)

if i fall flat to the ground tomorrow due to anxiety and exhaustion, it's all his fault. HEHE. not entirely, because i volunteered to teman him. =D

but still, i get to entertain myself with a ONE IN A LIFE TIME CHANCE.

YEAP, YOU'VE GOT THAT RIGHT, in less than 24 hours, i will be meeting FERNANDO TORRES with this look----> O.O (hehe)

aww...shoooo kiewwwwtt. =D =D

SHHHH. (don't tell my boyfriend that)

till then, toodles!

more great news and pictures to come.

IT's friday!

second week of college was AWESOME. awesome people, awesome place, awesome food, awesome TIMETABLE. AWESOME EVERYTHING. i'm just so in the mood today! it's bright and sunny, best of all, i have no class today! =) that means extra sleeping time! so yes, i am wide awake now. WHHEEEEE. =D

second week of college goes pretty much like this, i knew who my lecturers are, and all my classmates! so it has been a pretty interesting/ exciting week! =D especially when miss ashley took her pet, tarantula (ashley) out for us to see, and take pictures with it! LOL. =D so awesome, it has like this claw thingy which cling on your hand and for a spider, it has a pretty big ass too! the highlight of the day was when it pooped! lol. so funny. and it's poop looks like glue, a little colourless to! yucks. kay. done that, assignments HAVEN'T been piling up yet....so for now, we can enjoy as much as we want to and need too, before the horror strikes! YIKES! nevermind that, i am planning to do a little research about marriages now, it's the topic i chose and maybe it chose me, for my english oral, i don't know why, but i prefer this topic compared to the others. HMM. maybe the word marriage just brings a little sense of happiness to it. so yeah, there's love marriages, same-sex marriages, arranged marriages to talk about, so i guess it has many contents in it, might make a pretty interesting talk as well. =)

just found out that there's a rock cafe ( little hawker's type food court) outside my campus, the food there is so nice. and cheap too! =) <3 <3

going to watch harry potter tomorrow, it'd better be good. =)

bought another high waisted acid wash denim shorts from topshop. <3 life's good when your mum thinks topshop rocks as well. *thumbs up*

love,
vonne. =)

i did a little play time with my lappy's webcam, and here's the result, ps: i know i'm cute. =P

okay, i have shown you enough.

off you go.

bye bye.

the first day of college.

as I enter the new atmosphere, a breeze of new air arise, I am here, finally here, after months of waiting. =D

the highlight of the day is, I had to sit for two placement papers (english & maths) which i had no idea about.

for english, there's a long comprehension about comics, but do-able. =D

and for maths, we couldn't use the calculator. damn. =( but it was all right. 6 months of untouched maths still filled my mind after all, although it's a little rusty on the memory!! hehe. =p

fun fact of the day- there's a canopy walk straight ahead to sunway pyramid from my college. YEAH. IT WILL BE LIKE, EVERYDAY I'M SHOP-SHOP-ING. =) yes yes, studies are my first and foremost priority. =D

2nd day of orientation tomorrow- TOUR TO MONASH UNI. =D

excited!!!

and now, i will show you what i want for christmas, though i know is a little too early, a girl can wish right, i am kidding, just a 'i want' list for myself. =D

yes, u spotted it! that cute elephant handbag!! (:

oh yes. this is why i dislike leighton meester. gosh, i so want my prom dress to be THAT. D:

or i really don't mind having THIS too please?? (:

more prove why i dislike her. HMMMPPHH.

why does SHE gets all those pretty dresses.

kay, i don't mind. =)

those shorts are yummy. (; gonna get it!! please..anybody??

guess what? my boy has them! i am a lucky girl! =)

till den,

bye bloggie.

WHY?

why i choose to be me? (:

the land is filled with elmo-s. =D

and i am happier like that.

hee.

=p

i am still as fragile as the baby panda you see there. =D

i have dreams too.

and sometimes how i wish these dream catchers really do work.

hmmmm......

but it seems that after all, my dream catcher had caught YOU! =)

and that made me even happier, cause i won't need to be like the one eyed greenie. =p

TRUE to that. (:

and now we have each other to share our joy, sorrows and laughter.

i call that life.

we share our lives together. =D