be careful what you wish for.

sometimes the past might haunt you down, like a predator after its prey.
like the lion and the lamb. and of course i'm not typing about the lion fell in love with the lamb.
yeap, not those kinds.
when people you used to be in very good terms with let u down.
you will start doubting people surrounding you,right?
well, that's what happens to me.
with my experience, i know not all people can be trusted. some people is just there to let you down.
why believe them? why trust them? when they will pour cold water over your shoulder instead.
but today i learn that those people are meant to be in you life to help you grow.
i have learn that not everybody is like that.
and some of them do have their genuine good intentions at heart.
i learn not to forsake those people anymore.
learn not to doubt them anymore.
i learn that they are reliable.
i learn that they know how to love me in return.
and thats all that matters.
it is just to have a little more faith in others.

no matter what you had go through in the past, let the past be the past,
and people you meet after will bring much more amazement.
that's what i have learned so far.
and i m happy that it is not too late to change my perception about people. (:
well, this is the real world. and not everybody is an angel. NOT EVEN ME IS ANGEL.
ME SOMETIMES MEAN TOO. buaahhahahah! (rotten english) :P

and today was pretty amaza-zinggg!
i am so pass the five hours talk and undang!
and also today, i had the longest 6 hours talk.
it was so so bad, i was halfway asleeeeeeeep through it.
i meant, my eyes are pweeeny enough, so by having them sleepy. do looks like i am so asleep.
and that lecture dude was blabbing non-stop about who knows what.
the only useful knowledge i learn from him is that the date of production of tyres is noted down on the tyre itself. AND YES, that only. other time, it was mostly crap.
like what he spent half an hour asking about what will we do if a cockroach climb up our legs when we were driving. well, after all. the answer is to kill it. HAHAHAHA! (not very funny)
finally after all the 6 hours were done, me and ming couldnt be happier.
so we started jumping up and down like crazy bunnies! oops, nope. we didnt do that. but i wished we did. (:
so i called up the uncle, whose father died today. all my deepest condolences to that uncle.
too bad i dun know how to say ''condolences' in chinese. and all i said was dui bu qi. which sounded so stupid. cause my CINA is rotten. hee.
and my uncle told us to wait at a taxi stand.
which is me and ming's 1st experience waiting at a taxi stand, thought we are nearing 18 yrs old.
yes. we are very protected indeed. wat u TINK? WE ARE GIRLS LA!. (:
we started to be very scared about ourselves. and we were terrified.
1st thing, we dunno where the uncle is.
2nd thing, we were stranded in an unknown taxi stand somewhere in GOMBAK.
3rd thing, behind us is sort of a gigantic bush, there might be snake inside. AHHHHH!
4th thing, an idiot indian dude just whistled at us.and he was driving those big lorries. hahah! JERK.
it will be a bonus if his lorry got crashed!
seriously, why is there people like these? disgusting.
cant they just ignore two innocent young girls. goodness,gracious.
and soon, we counted down each cars. and finally! uncle arrives. WE HAPPY.(:
we will be getting our L-license soon enough after CNY perhaps. so excited!

and i do get very tempted to buy an iphone.
it looks so pretty when ming plays her pumpkin game. ):
me want! no no, i must be contented with what i already have in life.
and be cherish with what God has provided for me. yes. (:
will be helping out by teaching the myanmar children this fri, and i hope i will do well as a teacher.
had already bot them cute little christian illustrated stickers! (:
wish me luck.
till next time.
love-vonne.

oops, dear. i still owe u six sens. hee. *big smile*
thats why i decided to bake you your favourite mocha coffee cake today.
and dearie just told me he was hungry, yet i din mention about the cake till he reads my post!
*bluek*
ciaoz!