Through it all. (:

first of all, a very happy new year to all.
and lets wait and see what might the year of 2011 brings.
it may be happiness, joy come along with some sorrowness, not being pessimistic. but the world does goes in a moodly circle i think.
love today! its the 2.1.11. (SORRY) tht i havent been updating, had been so busy and all.
plus who will be free enough to read blogs anyway? haha!
it had been a long way already for me:

         for the next *lets do the math* 364 days and so on, i have set on goals for myself,
         to be strong through it all, TO SERVE HIM and i m currently so happy serving in tambourine.(:
         yes, and i am so known as the ALL SMILE girl, so much for skipping jamming. HEHE!
         to used the time wisely, plus also to do some revision perhaps? before even starting college.
         to re-learn my rusty violin and be able to play some pleasant music,to rebrush up latin,
         to volunteer in teaching refugee and yes i do know where to help. u wanna join? (: is a good deed!
         to learn pilates if i do have the time. to visit HK in feb and MELBOURNE in may.
         YESH. i have a feeling this 6 months will pass in a blink of an eye. hehe. time flies. remember?

and with the college applications, yesh, i have to admit defeat! why is taylors so expensive??
for the namesake or maybe they are really good lar, but burning my parents wallet does feel abit mean!
and there i thought taylors will be it, well my mum told me that she wants me to go there. the hartamas branch,so yes, it is well facilitated and all, wif escalaters, vending machines, cool corridors and even a walk through to plaza damas! the college of my dreams, but then the fees are a bit tight lar! does it mean i have to cut down on shopping? well, i tink i have to. PPPFFFTTT. but i promise to study hard.to achieve my long awaiting dream. and own a well design glass-outer-shell glass. according to mr.bennie, he would like that too! so we will have to work double HARD. ughhh, sometimes i feel that the future is so uncertain lar. but then we will have to work hard, no shortcuts, no luck that will come running to you, it will just be YOU, yourself, your parents will want to help you initially, but it will be just YOU and your hardwork in the end. thats all i know lar.

so i wont go on blabbing about my grandmother's story, to sum up to this new year post: 2010 has been a year which i appreciate. with this year gone by, i can say I AM AN ADULT! yes, high school is so over, i MISS YOU MY BUDDIES. and yes SPM IS OVER! LOLOLOLLOLOLO! i had been through good times: sitting beside my bestie racheal in class, thank you racheal for giving me hope when i loss it all, haha, she tutored me everything i dunno, i love u buddy! and good times does include family too! the time they were there for me! plus my little cutie doggie. well, lets not mention about those sad times, as sad times are meant to be forgotten and those who wronged us are suppose to be forgiven. WE FORGIVE AND WE FORGET, soon the world is a nicer place to be around. somewhat how. HEE.through this year, i have also learn how to be a much wiser n more mature person, to live life to the fullest without thinking about it too much of course we musnt neglect God as well la. i have also learn that a friend may let us down at times, in my case, the unexpected had so happened. and well, at first i was hurt and flabbergasted, but as time went by, it is nothing after all. there are still people out there who will reach out to you. those who still love you. the world doesnt revolve only around mean people, the world cycles around so many different varieties of things. YA, SO BE GLAD. and not an emo snob. hee. (: last but not least that passing year of 2010 had taught me to be a better person. in my opinion lar. (; and that very year had also brought me closer to God in a way. and i am so ever glad tht HE is with me THROUGH IT ALL. thanks to everybody whom make the year of 2010 wonderful for me! and i hope that very year was wonderful for you too. may you also cherish those times like i do. (;

may you enjoy these fireworks too! aint they pretty!!! ta dah! x)

A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN! MAY YOUR YEAR BE FILLED WITH MUCH BLESSINGS.


and so he said, 'i dunno what i am gonna do without you''
so, i whisper the exact words silently in return.
bonded.by.one.love. (: happy one year, one month, one day my lovie. (: